For the last 13 months there has been a faction, a rift, a discord, a distortion between Sisi, Patrick and myself. Ma wants me to forgive my siblings while they continue on with their harassing torments through my nights rest; while I'm having trouble dressing; while I'm driving; while in my daily supposedly quiet study period of prayer, reflection and meditation time with God! (Blaspheming the Holy Spirit)!
Sisi, Patrick and this alliance within their hawaiian kahuna society, have intruded, disrupted and violated every one of my God given inalienable right(s) in wanting to be left alone! Actions identified as savages without any discretion, lacking any decency to be civilized citizens. They are Samoans that have chosen to become a hawaiian(s) kahuna priest, and priestess (witch)!
According to Ma, she wants me to forgive Patrick and Sisi according to last couple of letter(s), hallmark card(s) and from a post from Facebook.com, that we should reconcile especially today that it's Good Friday followed with Easter Sunday! She writes in her letter that Christ Died on the Cross for all of mankind's sins to be forgiven. Thus, I am suppose to forgive Sisi and Patrick and their smear campaign against me, that's continuous with any stopping in sight, even through this Easter Holiday!
Their cruel, vicious and cold malicious attitude reminds me everyday that I'm in a spiritual warfare with them both and the devil that they serve. I'm not asked to forgive some physical altercation (fight) that happened between Patrick and I, a dozen years ago in the back yard at the Kapolei, HI. household. It was a conspiracy (Dad and Patrick) against me, that led to me being apprehended; served with a TRO against me for 3 days, served in a cell hold; I was also sentenced to an anger management course for 3 months and a penalized with a fine. All that has asked of me then have all been fully satisfied, with that case now closed.
Ma is not asking me to forgive that particular physical altercation then. She's asking me to forgive what Patrick, and Sisi has become...My darkest spiritual tormentor(s) utilizing allies from the kahuna psychic medium society, that disturbingly intrusively channels into my mind on a daily basis, bringing nothing but negative troublesome quarrels between us. Ma wants me to forgive them, in spite their OWN UNFORGIVING wretched and wicked hearts, and the evil that exist within the deepest core of their souls, continuously bickering with aggressive insults and curses all day, everyday!
Ma requests that I should forgive these two stooges, these two stubborn asses, these two that have been a pain in my back, a thorn in my side and a migraine headache, that haven't subsided in the last 13 months!
Let me illustrate why this is a request from Ma, that CAN NOT be carried out:
I forgive Sisi for every intrusive slander and rude scoffing she's committed, and the last 13 months worth of this.
I forgive Patrick for every bitter curse and envious insults brought against me by him, and the last 13 months of this.
Even though I have not committed a crime for their daily spiritual torments, they've been forgiven today. NOW, fast forward the tape 13 months ahead from now. They both have not died yet, and yet their hearts and mouths are still full of filthy bitterness, envious cruelty, intrusive scoffing and slander, no different than from the moment I attempted to satify Ma's request initially! They are EVIL today, and will be EVIL tomorrow! They both have no hearts to stop their sins, due to what I believe is Gods own power to hardened their already evil hearts, and commit a cardinal sin, a capital crime worth death as their punishment. They've come against and interfered with the Holy Spirit within the Holy Trinity to connect with me; and now they and their allied kahuna society are UNFORGIVABLE.
LUKE 12:10, "And everyone that says a word against the Son of Man, that will be forgiven; But he that blasphemes against The Holy Spirit will not be forgiven!
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MARK 3:29, "Whoever blasphemes against The Holy Spirit will never have forgiveness, but is guilty of everlasting sin."
MATTHEW 12: 31-32 "Therefore I say to you, any sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven men, but blasphemy against the Spirit shall not be forgiven. And whoever shall speak a word against the Son of Man, it shall be forgiven him; but whoever shall speak against the Holy Spirit, it shall not be forgiven him, either in this age, or in the age to come".
It is Christ our Lord almighty that will ultimately forgive their wrongful conduct and not myself! The only way they can be forgiven now, is for them to sincerely repent of their sins, and ask for mercy and grace from Christ Almighty God Himself! I believe this is where your Ma's request should apply. It should be a request made toward Patrick and Sisi to empower themselves to turn to God once they realize or recognize all of their ongoing sins; and to begin to avoid this hawaiian kahuna society for the origins of their conduct unbecoming and unforgiving.
If Gods graceful merciful powerful is enough to forgive Saul the High Priest that was well known to have persecuted Christians then; was transformed into a Christian on the road to Damascus after being blinded for three days, it only reveals that anything is possible for SIsi and Patrick, these two stubborn ass stooges. (Acts 9). Maybe something powerfully dramatic as this scene may occur, for God is mysterious and I'm uncertain as to what the future holds for this two, but I know who does holds the future. Eternal doom or eternal life is the fate they face, with God as the ultimate judge, and NOT themselves.
I also strongly believe that Ma's requests had been written fully aware and fully knowing their ill intents of these two stooges and their pathetic inner circle of dark hearted, deep hatred within their hawaiian physic medium friends. These two stubborn ass tormentors continues without any sympathy in Ma's request! Sisi and Patrick conduct are done in the midst of Ma, as her request was made to condone and forgive them had been made. Why doesn't this surprise me, hence, I will continue to remain alone with God, rather sharing my future with them!
Moreover, being dismissed from the Kapolei household by Dad 12 years ago, due to the differences in my higher calling, higher education and cross cultural experiences after my high school years, doesn't warrant such abandonment, nor persecution brought against me today
Most Sincere,
Mickey Tovio Scanlan
P.S. Home is where my heart is now, and believe me it's not Kapolei, it never was!
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