FED Influence!

It's tragic to have begun a relationship with people that are family or friends in life; than the typical happens to our relationships, FED influence!

My experience in starting a relationship with some family member, that I haven't seen in a long time usually starts off great, getting reacquainted and laughing of old times which is normal after a long separation, things are predictable than. But then something happens, there is a change in their behavior with me, and I realize that it's due to the influence from the FEDS, they've intervened into our relationship. In that the FEDS are initially aware that I truly know who these family members are to me. But rather than letting our relationship continue on its own normal path, they dig and search for reasons to give these family members to disfavor and abandon the notion as me being a trustworthy blood relative.

Nonetheless are newly found friends that I meet; in that I may have the opportunity to start a new relationship that is platonic and is great at first. With the anticipatory excitement and interest process in learning who this other person is. Than it happens, these friends than are influenced one way or another from the FEDS, that in which reasons are surfaced regardless of how small or insignificant, they are told to abandon or diminish the value of our friendship and at worst, not make anymore contact with me.

It may appear that the FEDS influence has convinced all those around me are better off without me, in that I'm being that I'm under strict constant FED surveillance. Therefore, unless these certain family members, or newly made friends favors being overexposed that doesn't appear to decrease anytime soon, they won't hang around for very long once our relationship has either been reestablished, or is in the beginning phase of our learning more about the other. Which as a result, it leaves me to be alone most of my days, weeks or months. I don't blame my family and friends in getting burnt out with the overexposure that I bring them, and wanting to keep their own cherished freedom to privacy secured.

However, before the FEDS influence burns them out, they may well use my longtime family member, or friend to either make a liar out of me, or bring forth the truth to determine my fate as a lying impersonator, or as an honest person being persecuted.

These family members just can't imagine how deeply hurt it feels to be tested of my true identity by them the very people that had been a big part of childhood or adolescent years. These family members seem to think up lies of their own about our past together in my childhood and adolescent years, leaving me to me to rectify or agree with their story as to what is the real truth of the matter.

This kind of mistrust and testing process brings disfavor upon all of my family members that enjoy the idea of testing my family background knowledge, for it appears that it continues on only with the motivation to gain some kind of power, superiority, control and domination over me. Myself, their actual family member that experienced the good old times and the bad with them before the FEDS even existed in our lives; way back when we were just our simple minded selves living together or amongst each other, in the Housing Projects of Kam IV, MWH and Palolo Valley.

It was only a year ago that a wretched aggressive demonic force overwhelmed me from my sleep during that visit home, with the same kinds of intentions to torment and test the truth of my identity. To force out of me either a false fraudulent impersonator, or the true, honest and authentic Mickey Tovio Scanlan that all my family and friends always knew full and well as me. Although I gained victory in that spiritual battle, it continues on with the demonic forces and the FEDS, using other family members like Uncle Sio to sustain a new continuity drive in testing to surface more lies, or truths from within me about our family history. This stupid unnecessary action for more tests against me, only brings feelings of betrayal, weariness, sadness from Uncle Sio, and with little hope for any end in sight.

Most Sincere,
Mickey Tovio Scanlan