Thanks to my mom and dad, I've made it home from Oakland after being stranded there for 5 days. I was given a sentence of "Disturbing the Peace" and was issued a restraining order to stay away from the victim I struck on the aircraft for a whole full year (I don't know who he is), 2 years probation, a fine of $130.00 due in 30 days, and a maximum of 4 days in the Oakland Police Jail; I believe I have learned the biggest lesson of my life, because I don't ever want to go back there. If ever asked what jail is the most overcrowded, inhumane and disgusting, answer Oakland Police Jail.
I was on a one way trip to Hawaii from Seattle to Hawaii through Oakland due to heavy head winds. 15 minutes prior to touchdown I lost my temper with this youngster directly in the seat behind me. With me being sleep deprived from the night before, it didn't help with this youngster pushing and kicking the backside of my seat. I ended having tunnel vision to retaliate toward this 15 year old male, without any thought of asking for some help from one of the stewardess on board the Alaska Airline, flight 521. Being sleep deprived from 24 hours leading up to departure, I took responsibilities into my own hands and as a result I failed everyone that once looked up to me. Now I am full of shame and the pain of feeling rejected after arriving home, or worse, hearing the tension of doubtful cynic voices that I heard at the Oakland Airport and the Oakland Jail House Cell Block. Which is why I am home today, to recover my identity that has been lost for some reason or another, and to prevent any more harassment's or persecution in the near future from occurring. It's really a complicated matter mainly due to the dark spiritual hostility that surrounds us all in every environment that we all live in, as well as our US Federal Government Domestic Spying Program that provides the public forum for this kind of unfortunate predicament to manifest itself.
1John 4:4 states: "He who is in you, is greater than he who is in the world."
Therefore, I have the upper hand in this matter against the dark spirit from Lucifer (Satan) who will eventually fade away. I just have to read the Bible and pray daily, and not give in to the mind games that comes from the dark side, regardless if it comes from the Kahunas and our US Federal Government surveillance program. I am dealing with the supernatural that isn't my own War but the Lord's. Spiritual Warfare; it's something not to take for granted. Materialistic things shouldn't matter to me, because the Kahuna's and the Evil One wants others to hoard over it, kill other invaders just to protect and keep it to sustain earthly happiness. Books has a profound meaning to me, in comparison to what's on TV, what's in certain magazines, and what's on the Internet. Many have grown to savor more liberty to see others at their most vulnerable or weakest physical, emotional and psychological state. Furthermore, it has reached a level to where people have an endless false image to harness power over another and degrading them as human beings in the process. This strong era that favors technological tools and spiritual witchcraft will either decay and rot within God's Green Earth someday, or fade away like chaff in the wind in the second coming of Lord Jesus Christ our King.
At this moment, I could use a woman and children of my own to fit in with the rest of my siblings, but until than I am just a misfit to them. It will be a blessing to find a good, faithful and loving woman that bears our 4 children, that in which I have their names in my mind already.
This visit is until the 5th of January to renew and reacquaint my relationships with everyone here at home again. I have mom and dad that I have to support, honor and protect, because I owe them for the privilege of being here now with the rest of my family. Whom I will restore and renew my relationships with and once again feel a sense of belonging that has been lacking in my life, which is in Gods time. It's not just the siblings of mine that I face but the spiritual darkness that influences them to think contrary to the truth of what's in our family blood lineage, this is opposed to the beliefs of the Kahuna community that is overwhelming in population here in Hawaii. Therefore, my dependence is with God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit and my mom and dad (earthly parents) that I am most certainly grateful for.
Dear Lord, please bless my family and especially the younger generation that don't know who I am yet, but will eventually learn to accept me regardless of my past poor decision making, and failures in others areas of my life. Hopefully it'll be a lesson in and of itself for them to grow in Peace, Love and Harmony as the Spirit of God guides them to have quality relationships with all others that are acceptable in God's eyes.
Most Sincere,
Mickey Tovio Scanlan
