Financial Aide!

Why do I feel that I've been the scapegoat for those that have applied and received financial aid for the last decade or more. Is it because the CIA have given me more exposure and attention than all other minorities and poor white folks that have applied for, and relied on financial aid in assisting them to pay for food, housing, books, tuition and out of state school conferences?

Unless it's the CIA that prompts the FED Agents, The Public, or the Siren Community to deprive me of a financial award letter for the upcoming school year, or reservations to my upcoming school conference, than they should leave me be to do my business. It appears that every where I go to ready myself for this out of state school residential colloquial, a curriculum requirement, there's just subliminal or direct obstacles that I have to face. This un-necessary attraction seems to be tough with just the CIA agents alone, but seemingly the rude Public and the harassment from the Siren Community Contractors are undeniably participative and involved as well.

The financial aid application has become complicated all of sudden, more so than past academic school years. The CIA has their hands dirty in it, and I'll be lucky to gain equal the amount from last academic school year. It's apparent that people tend to forget that that there are hundreds of thousands of financial aid students other than myself going through the same process, to hopefully gain the same amount in their financial award letter for the upcoming 2009-2010 school year. If the poor degradable services from Capella Financial Aid Office is partly because they want to play a stupid childish NUMBERS, mind game, than they shouldn't be working in the financial aid office at Capella University. I'll file a complaint with their Financial Aid Department Head, and the President of the School from misinformation, neglect, folly and laughter in the background,regarding my 2009-2010 financial aid verification worksheet.

If you think that the workplace is where I should be, than I should inform you that I've decided to be specific as to where I'd like to be employed lucrative to where I'll be in eight years or more from now. I find that in gaining a career for the long term is important due to my age. I'm cracking 40 this year, and I rather find career employment, rather than some unreliable job security that I'll end up leaving in a matter of months, or only after a year of service.

So if you're gonna look to me with despicable cynicism due to my upcoming financial aid award letter, than subjugate all other financial aid students that applies along in this case as well, for I'm no different.

I'm already registered for the next academic quarter, Summer 2009 that begins on July 6th; and still need to purchase my course text books for this upcoming Inferential Statistics Course. It's another academic expense that I've yet to pay for with my next VA Compensation Pay that arrives on the 1st of July, 2009. Not to mention my Final Paper Project due date at the end of my next Summer Quarter, thanks to the CIA and their constant disturbances this past Spring Quarter, 2009.

I would like to slam the CIA with a lawsuit for reasons such as bringing harmful cruelty, or mental hardships due to sleep deprivation from agents staked out in this house, designated to be part of my VA scheduled appointments, disguised as part of the Capella financial aid call center, staked out at the local Supermarket, University of Washington Libraries, Sand Point Marina and Sunday Worship Services, no less are mind games from their contracted Siren Community to follow me as I travel about in my car, that is already full surveillance devices. I want to file grievance report, file a complaint, attain a court order to keep the CIA away from me for good...they've mistaken me for someone else and have been wrongful in their continuous pursuit to add un-necessary pressure by following and monitoring me, tragically while I'm in school trying to remain GPA compliant, within my I/O Psychology Program.

Just save me the excessive attention, and let me do my business that I'm responsible for in a persistent, pragmatic and PRIVATE manner. I hope ACLU is reading this, and find merit in its content and thus willing to assist me in my case.

Most Sincere,
Mickey Tovio Scanlan

Ever been served with neglect or malpractice?

Ever been treated neglected or rejected at the doctors office? You know so when the receptionist is on a private phone call while you're just waiting there as 5 minutes just gone by. Than when they take your blood pressure, then panic, freak out or view you as some fugitive or phony Veteran of War in their office trying to get some free provider service from the VA Hospital, regardless of being service connected and having an appointment and running behind schedule already...So I ask to retake my vitals over again rushing to find out where the clinic was located today. Their alternating locations routine for the Back and Neck Clinic is in Three different locations within the VA Hospital is just pathetic. The nurse next door decides to play with the light switch, turns it off than on, off than on...he laughs while doing so. I sit in the chair thinking I should take his name and submit a complaint...Well they finally settle down once second try for my vitals reflects that my blood pressure as a matter of fact is better than normal.

The nurse male or female next door, tends to verbally smear me with reasons for being there in the first place no different than the receptionist out front checking my VA ID Card as if she couldn't understand how to pronounce my last name, or whether my card was an actual valid VA ID Card.

I just about had it and would have exploded had I seen the male nurse that flickered the lights during the re-taking of my vitals signs. I make it to the examination room to wait for the MD Resident to evaluate me before the Supervising MD follows up, that is how all my routine visits to the Back and Clinic has been, two doctors, one's the actual the supervising specialist, all of their service time lasts about 5 minutes, maybe a bit more, while the waiting time to be seen by a VA Physcian is around 20 minutes. The nurse leaves me in the examination room with a gown, and instructed me to fill out a pain level information sheet. The sheet is with an outlined diagram sketch of a male body...so I fill it out and marked where my pains were at that moment. This procedure was to advise the practicing resident and physcian where my pains located, which always is near and around my lower back and neck part of my body. However, this diagram sketch I notice in past visits usually goes un-noticed by both doctors, and they much rather have me physically point to them and verbally articulate to them the level of pain that I have to tolerate. They may recommend medications aside from the Tylenol that I already take twice a day. Which I usually reject, because of the amount of Medications in my system already and that I am allergic to IBprophen or Advil, due to me having a break out of, Hives.

Well, I'm fortunate that my iPod is working properly due to escalating emotions in being cranky...and I'm glad that I didn't do something violent and stupid. I knew their routine in playing mind games while the door to the closed examination room brings in slander, gossip or just verbal abuse from any part of their staff, while I went endlessly for the Physcian to show.

So I finish marking where my pains are on this diagram sketched form, then I start writing on the back of this form which is a blank back side sheet, a long hand written complaint of their Back and Neck Clinical Department over all the visits I've had in the past, no less than today, with their poor professionalism, with neglect, disrespect and malpractice. I was treated like I had no business in their office, that I was treated like I wasn't even service connected with my lower back injury, and that I was accused in making a false service connection injury claim to the BVA, Board of Veterans Appeal, and that their Back and Neck Department views my Appeals Claim as insignificant, invalid and a waste of time. I went on and on and ensured that the Resident today had read it, and took it with her for the rest of the Physcians in the clinic from today would read it as well. Neglect or Malpractice is what I really wanted to accuse them of, to voice my opinion on such mind games, poor provider service, subliminal verbal abuse by their registration and nursing staff prior to my examination on every visit.

That even with my daily efforts to treat and cope with my valid service connection injury for my lower back, with my stretches to alleviate the tightness that causes pain, keeping up with my physical therapy and strengthening exercises, utilizing my electrical message apparatus, in addition to my running program. Not to mention the outside stress from the CIA surveillance, conspirators efforts in making my life miserable to increase the pain rather than much less relieve it. That the VA Back and Neck Clinic has proven to me that my visits to their office meant nothing, and if it did, it was for their benefit in getting paid, making me a subject of laughter and shame. Rather than taking me seriously in their quality treatment and professional provider service, with a patient that has a sincerely valid need for treatment, and not an unnecessary session of more mental abuse.

This Service Connection Injury is my VA Compensation Claim, which is currently in the Appeals process. This Service Connected Injury is also at rating of 20%; and is under the temporary domain of a Private Attorney Virginia Girard-Brady. She has is attempting and get my VA Service Connection Injury Claim back to the BVA, Board of Veteran Appeals, for another chance for a review and decision rating.

The VA and its Physcians, tends to really make things difficult, for VA Service Connected Veterans like myself to gain anymore proof that my service connection injury is becoming worse off with age, and not better. That Physical Therapy Routine Sessions that I voluntarily do on my own is sufficient enough, along with a consult to a VA Chiropractor located at the VA Hospital in American Lake, WA. was also made. There won't be any more MRI images to help my case, nor any future consult to a private chiropractor that isn't within their fiscal budget.

Most visits to the Back and Neck Clinics leaves me with feeling that they are either incompetent, or lack the motivation to really give immediate attention to my lower back problem. With the rotation of residents, and various Physcians that I've seen over the last decade about my lower back problem, I still haven't been given a clear stated diagnosis, or a clear confident level of understanding into the severity of my lower back. I seem to be doing my own evaluations, and altercations within my own Physical Therapy Routine Sessions. The VA has less of a clue, nor do they honestly want to know what is truly my diagnosis with real solid answers. They simply don't what to create anymore medical evaluation diagnostic evidences, for the BVA Board of Veteran Appeals, and the CIA to deem what is my service connection injury, with anymore valid reasons to increase its disability rating. Which is wrong, very wrong!

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Success!

To laugh often and much;

To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;

To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;

To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;

To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;

To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded.

By: Ralph Waldo Emerson

There are believers out there!

I've concluded that my family always knew full and well about my demons and tormentors, that they were part of the initiating process of this cult into my life over a decade ago, when I was dismissed from my parents home in Kapolei, HI. The same outcome will only occur when I start to complain about these unseen demonic force; they'll all say that I've lost my mind or that it's imaginary. None in my family will take responsibility in saying that that these unseen demonic tormentors have no right to be in my life, that I should be liberated and be left alone. Probably due to the fact that I'm stuck struggling and suffering while the rest of my family gain more financial leverage to continue forward happily in life, with their privacy. They continue on living their American Dreams, solidifying career interests and supporting families of their own, etc...a novelty that I can only dwell on having someday!

My last discussion with my little sister Gina had surfaced the military as the core reason to my mental anguish, strife and suffering; that the Gulf War Syndrome is my diagnosis and what I need to seek medical help for it in order my life to improve. This is after I've already taken a Gulf War Syndrome medical evaluation to verify its validity....well the medical exam results revealed that I don't have the list of symptoms to make such an diagnosis even though I served in the "Desert Storm Gulf War," in 1990-1991. Besides I've been seeing psychiatrists at the VA for years now, and they would've made a remark or comment based on their observations with me having symptoms relating to the Gulf War Syndrome by now. Which leaves Gina's remark or judgment about me being service connected with a mental illness with little support of a sound claim. I was told that the Gulf War Syndrome, were commonly found to be with Veterans predominately with physical ailment symptoms, versus mental illness problems.

There maybe just one person in the world that will actually confirm that I'm constantly being followed and monitored by a FED conspiracy; that the FEDS utilize their Unseen Demonic Force against me, in addition to other disturbances that verbalize their annoying opinions about me seemingly with no end.

Frankly there is no one that can convince me that the torture tactics brought upon me by the FEDS and those whom they contract such as the Siren Community, at my place of residences back in Federal Way, WA. U-Districts Apts. Sand Point, WA. here in Bothell,WA. including 13 days of sleep deprivation back in December 2007 while visiting my parents home in Hawaii... and suffocation practices are all just imaginary, or a hallucination. No one can convince me that I'm crazy or paranoid delusional about this, because its truly reality when death feels inevitable.

This therefore, this is quite a discreet subject that will appropriately be discussed and apparently be agreed upon by only a few in number, and God is part of this group.

Most Sincere,
Mickey Tovio Scanlan

Let the Peace Process Begin!

I've prayed about my struggles with the unseen forces that have reason to punish and torment me...and the results of me being left to suffer is due to being accused of not being Mickey Tovio Scanlan.

I'm certain that It's Against the Law to "Forge" Legal Documents, such as a Marriage Certificate or a Divorce Decree. It's against the Law to To be "Fraudulent" while claiming to be in a marital relationship with a person so called your spouse. Therefore, I must defend myself, and prove with all honesty, that I did not break the Law!

If the majority of the public believes that I am someone else, than it's probably lucrative to think that you, Michelle wouldn't think any different, even though we were a married couple at one time. We've been divorced since 1998 and it's about the same time that I've started to struggle and suffer with this unseen demonic force.

I simply believe Michelle, that you're partly behind my punishments and torments from the unseen force, which is a service from the FEDS. It's for reasons that have led you to think that I lied to you, or played you for a fool while as your husband, with a rationale of me being someone else in existence that whole time.

I believe that if I don't meet with you in the future, that this unseen force that punish and torments me, will actually send me to my grave with a mistaken identity, when actually I've been honest with you all this time Michelle. It's therefore my own personal duty to defend myself, and provide you with my side of this argument into my own life story. To provide you with truths and facts that should give you a just reason for me to remain alive from FEDS unseen demonic influence that can bring death to those they've misinterpreted - through torture tactics of suffocation or weeks of sleep deprivation.

Even my own parents and siblings are aware on how the FEDS had brought harm and cruelty upon me, and I'm still making believers out of them. I'm convincing them more and more with mutual stories of our truthful past lives together, so as to continue to overcome the false accusations from the overall unkind and unfair consensus that apparently still needs more persuading.

Let's be allies Michelle, and effectively communicate to do the right thing this time around, because I simply wasn't aware of the urgency of my true identities importance at that time we were married. But I am certainly now clear into the urgency of its essence, and would like to allow you to get to know everything there is to know about me, only to foster sound goodness and civility between us.

You must have been extremely bitter, irritable and revengeful to have thought that I fooled you back while as a married couple to me, Michelle. But I can only assure you that in time when you eventually truly and completely become convinced of how real my entire life is with full understanding, than eternal peace between us Michelle and the FEDS may begin. Moreover, an agreement for all of my struggles, suffering and strife from the unseen forces may legitimately be in order to cease in this life of mine, for good.

Let's move on toward a peace process to bring upon us Liberty and Happiness,
while God as our Witness!

Most Sincere,
Mickey Tovio Scanlan

Sleep Deprivation!

The FEDS Voodoo Doll + My Hypothalumus = Sleep Deprivation!

Due to the subliminal scheme from the FEDS and their Demon Doll I went sleepless last night! It must've been something in my post before bed that upset them; those evil cynics.

Being deprived of the Dream Sleep, or Stage Five in our REM Cycle of Sleep for days or weeks at a time, can bring mental instability, impair cognitive functions or eventually bring lasting psychological harm.